JOurNaLs of My JOurNEy

Hell is empty and all the devils are here.

William Shakespeare

I’m finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don’t really know what
I’m going to do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of Grace

I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don’t want to speak tonight
That’s alright, alright with me
‘Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven’s door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I’m looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I’m trying to identify
The voices in my head
God which one’s you?
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time

‘Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don’t want to speak tonight
That’s alright, alright with me
‘Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I don’t want a thing from you
Bet you’re tired of me waiting
For the scraps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want to be here now

‘Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don’t want to speak tonight
That’s alright, alright with me
‘Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven’s door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don’t want to speak tonight
That’s alright, alright with me
‘Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven’s door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

BREATHING, by LIFEHOUSE…
they are so cool.
been using this song as my ringtone, n everytime I listen to it..
I feel so damn chilled.
huahahhaha..
kalo belum pernah denger lagunya, better look for it now lah..

Like a twisted feeling inside
I feel like being underwater
See the light above me
Can’t see, but can’t hear
Solitudeness, Loneliness… sometimes so sound
      Do I have to wake up
      And begin to continue life as it is
      As others do
      Or question,
      "Is it important?"
>> do anyone even care of this? Anyway i keep on writing

Dear God, I thank You so much for always guiding my searching soul, and for blessing us with such magnificent mysteries in the universe.     

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Also, I am grateful to have…

♥My family; Mamzelle, and Pappa, Dephie, Bello ( the trio PaPiPus), we have been sharing every laughter and craziness together. Yangtri & Yangkung, Mbahkung, Oom Teddy, Mbak Wiwik, I have your prayers in my every step of life.

♥My everything; Ryo, the complex system does very chaotic (as chaotic as my mind that time). So, I thank you for your endless patience. You’re my someone to fall for when the world goes down…..☺

♥My two most wonderful friends; whose theses have been my ‘primbon’ beside the ‘buku pedoman’. Thank you Anita&Haniep, or Haniep&Anita?! Gosh, I want to mention both names first! Anyway, both of you win the most special place in my heart, as friends that always support and believe in me. Nip, “you’re the key to my life”. So many memories, so many craziness, what can I say? Malkovich, malkovich,malkovich ( thank you for this friendship, red). Nyit, who thought we could get along so damn well? I am proud to have a friend like you.

♥My best friends; Dewi, Ciput, Nene, thanks for giving me a great campus life. People say that friendship lasts forever, so run for your life gals—but never forget to come back together for a sweet reminiscence.

♥My forever-friends; the insane and shameless Klub Bangsawan, Grace, Vitun, Vinna, Ariq, and Sisil, you guys have put colors in my life. As we grow up together, we became more than friends. Sisterhood of a lifetime!

♥Friends of mine; Noey, Justine, Citra, Jojo, Santie, Murtining’tyas’, Tirta, Luqman, Ussy, Mbak Eka, Wawan, Rahmadi, Olda, Nanang, Juleha, Uchay, Yiyik, Brian, Tsuroyya, FFGs ( Hui Wen, Trina, Pearl, Tamon), Sandra Leong, Nick, and the  ASEAN Student fellows whose life paths have crossed mine, many thanks for the inspirations.

♥Teachers of mine; Pak Nasrul, I especially admire your thought, Sir. You are indeed a true teacher. Pak Jeff, you’re the one who reminded me of the most important thing I have always done these times:”The burden is on me! Indeed, Sir!”.

♥Oom Jo & Tante; however, I was having great times in Kalimaya. Thank you for the opportunity & trusts you once have given me.

~Renzy~

Everything flows… nothing stands still

–Panta Rhei, Heraclitus–

Every obstacle I have through characterizing the quality of what I accomplish…
– Renzy –

When I have a terrible need of - shall I say the word - religion. Then I go out and paint the stars.

–Vincent Van Gogh–

Dear Blog ( hahaha…feels weird),
    Just another ordinary day in my life. After work ( my old jod as Assistant Teacher), plan to go home.. and read "Monster". A very nice manga I read recently. Dr. Tenma, a japanese surgeon is chasing after a random serial murder, Johan. The story’s background is Europe, particularly Germany and Cechs. So cool! Makes u feel like u wanna learn some more Germany. haha! Danke Schoen!

–lifeisathousandmilesjourney–